Control?

Ever feel like life in general is just spinning out of control?

I have been feeling like this for a couple of weeks now.

I don't know if it all of the 'Year-end closing' I'm doing at work or

 if it has to do with beginning the new year thinking about all of the things

 I wanted to accomplish last year and didn't.

We are also checking into a refinance, remodel, add-on thing

with the house and that continues to get more and more complicated

with the proposal, appraisal, building plans and proposed "as built" appraisal,

etc., etc., etc.

I get this feeling now and then (thankfully, not too often).

I'm not a control freak by any means, I just like to know that I have a say

in what direction my life is taking, and organizing something,

ANYTHING, seems to help when I feel this way.

I guess it's kind of a way of being in control of SOMETHING.

So this weekend I spent my time organizing (and cleaning).

VIGOROUSLY!

I am actually quite sore but I feel a little less out of control.

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